due to an internet connection problem last night, it turns out that i shouldn't have been as devistated as i was, in fact she even wrote about me in her blog

******! Im going to miss him so much. He is amazing and I love him. He just makes me smile. Im glad that ive gotten to know him.

But there were other lads being praised as well, including one that I don't care for at all, I don't know if I can be the lad to capture this lass' heart but I'm not going to give up or back down like I have in the past, the days of cowardice are over.