Saturday, March 29, 2008

I failed

So I decided to tell someone how I felt about them, and the feelings I guess weren't shared by the other person, which I actually expected, I mean how could a lass like that ever really like a guy like me, what do I have that's different from all the other lads in her life that are pursuing her? It just sucks you know, putting youself out there to get rejected and to feel all the pain of a broken heart. I tried to go to sleep, I really really tried but it just sucks feeling this pain and not being able to do anything about it. It's like all you can do is say you're sorry and try to move on. For the first time in my life I wasn't a coward in telling someone how I felt about them, I didn't wait until they told me how they felt before revealing my intent, and you know what I'm glad I finally had the minerals to do it. Even though it didn't work in my favor, I just hope that I can get over this feeling and get on with my life, because there is a lucky lass out there for me, there has to be...

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